家，只不过是个虚伪的名词

以前的我，很爱家。

现在的我，并不是不爱了，

而是，家不爱我了。

自从，没工作之后，

在家的时间的确多了些，

但，和家人吵架的次数，来得更多了。

为什么，你们总要批评我？

还有哥，你真的让我觉得很讨厌，我不会开煤气筒的开关，你需要

发我脾气吗？我受不了一次又一次和你吵架。

上一次，我工作最后一天，已经很舍不得，很不开心了，

为什么你还要主动来和我吵架呢？

那天下着大雨，我不管三七21的冲去外头，淋雨。

那天，碰巧爸爸回来了，看见我淋着雨，就抓了我回家，

没关系，爸爸，你明明是要帮我教训他的，为什么，

你只听他乱说几句话，就相信他？帮他了？

明明他错先，你为什么还要维护着他？

就只因为，你不想像前几次一样骂了他 ，就不理你了？

难道我不会？他会的事，我比他更来得会。

今天又和你吵架，一气之下我换了衣服，就出了门去

去到店里，我信息了妈妈，说

（别再叫我回家了。），

妈妈你竟然，没恢复我还有call我。

没关系，这家我一点也不想待下去。

家，现在对我来说，这不过是个

虚伪的名词。

I just wanna my dream daddy

Do you know ? what my heart thinking now?

My heart is paining everyday ,what would you like to be…??

You are my dad,I can’t said anything and I can’t return back anything when you scolding me .

Because you are my dad..if you not my dad,I think I’m not will respect you anymore .

Because you are not respect me and ur wife too, that why im hating you.

Sometime I’m hoping you are my dad, because sometime u are the best and I lovely dream daddy

But when u are the brainless and not respect people ,I ‘m really thinking can I slap u when you are

talking same like bitch?! DAD!

You are my dad ,can u always smile with me and ur wife and the whole family ?

I’m not worried ,your outside family ,the baby are hw years old now… , I’m just worried when u are

back to own home and use the ,I everyday thinking that my dream Dady look with us.

And I’m not worried when you are have money or pool time ,I’m not care that, I just care when you

are not loving us! .

I’m just wanna a perfectly DADY! .

I’m just wanna a loving my family that DADY.

If you are can’t do it my dream DADY ,please you leave me alone and your wife far far away .

I’m not liking that not my dream DADY! Please gone !!